room in all the photographs
I could be filling.
“Let us be grateful to people who make us happy, they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.” — Marcel Proust
do you ever get in one of those moods where you’re like feeling okay but you’re really sad at the same time and you just want to talk to someone and make them hug you but you feel annoying so you kind of just sit there being really sad
Landslide // Fleetwood Mac
i took my love and took it down
i climbed a mountain and i turned around
and i saw my reflection in the snow-covered hills
till the landslide brought me down
namesake by Parker Woods
a zine of some mobile photos from the past year
I used to always be so conscious of my body, and the fact that it was bigger and I didn’t like it.
I would wear super baggy t-shirts and lots of sweaters all the time.
I am still pretty conscious of my body, and I still don’t like it all that much, but I have stopped trying to hide it so much.
It was an odd experience going shopping today and as I tried on clothes they weren’t super baggy, the most I had was a fitted baggy shirt, that I actually really enjoyed.
And it is so strange how clothing is made differently based on the brand. Seeing as I have boughten large tank tops, small shirts and even an extra small cardigan, it becomes hard to judge my size based on the clothing I am buying.
I still don’t like my body, or how I look. But I am working on it, and it’s getting better.